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Writer's Block: Youthful Transgressions
2009-Jul-23, Thursday 08:59 pm[Error: unknown template qotd]
Not being strong enough to just stand up and be out and proud of it; not being strong enough to simply pursue what I knew would actually make me happy. Wasted too much time, and WAY too much emotional investment on being something I have no interest in being. I only wish I had the advantage then of the wisdom I've gathered up to now. Ah well. That's one of the reasons I try and alleviate guilt whenever possible -- it doesn't do a huge amount of good to ponder those things now since this IS the past.
Not being strong enough to just stand up and be out and proud of it; not being strong enough to simply pursue what I knew would actually make me happy. Wasted too much time, and WAY too much emotional investment on being something I have no interest in being. I only wish I had the advantage then of the wisdom I've gathered up to now. Ah well. That's one of the reasons I try and alleviate guilt whenever possible -- it doesn't do a huge amount of good to ponder those things now since this IS the past.